Last night at Kenwood St.

It's our last night here in our first home and I'm kinda sick about it. It should be exciting to move to a new home, but I'm not too excited. I know in time I will be, but for now... It's that change thing. I'm still not good at it. Leaving my comfort zone, leaving my home where memories of Jonas are sparked easily. I'm afraid I will forget things. I want to be in the place where Jonas was. I have to keep reminding myself that it's just "things" and my memories are always with me.
I won't ever forget all the times we sat in his room and listened to music. The times we sat and looked out his windows. Dancing around in his room. Reading books in his chair. So many more... For right now this home would be fine, in the future though? I have to think of Maggie. Our new home is awesome. I could get lost in there and Maggie will have her own room finally. It all just seems sad without Jonas. This was meant for him too. It was suppose to be so great for him too.
I hate to say, oh well, but what else is there to say. So we'll stay one more night and then move on. I let Maggie sleep in Jonas' room this last night. Hopefully she will feel the magic and sweet spirit that envelopes that room.